sickness

yesterday I woke up not feeling very well...
up until now...
I'm still now feeling very well...
my sickness is taking it's toll on me...
I have spouted blood too many times yesterday...
I think it's been too long that I have been keeping it a secret...
I feel like I'm dying...
And I don't want to just sit here and die!!!
and another one is that my emotional depression is also making my sickness worse...
wish I had a medicine that could make my feeling much more better...
if you guys could just only see me...
I couldn't barely stand up!!!