Because I'm a boy

It's impossible to understand what's going through a woman's heart.
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving.
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special.
I believed you...and it was my happiness.
You should have told me that your feelings had faded.
I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you.
Although I say that I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a boy, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a girl all she wants she quickly gets bored.
And now I know that's the truth.
And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again.
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again.
You should have told me that your feeling had faded,
I had no idea, and i continued to depend on you,
Although I say that I hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a boy, to whom love is everythng.
They say that when you give a girl all she wants she quickly gets bored.
And now I know that's the truth.
And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again.
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again.
You should have told me that your feeling had faded,
I had no idea, and i continued to depend on you,
Although I say that I hate you now, I'll be missing you

Please don't break the hearts of boys, who'll do anything for love...
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard

best explanation

kinopya ko ito sa post ng isang kaibigan sa i-pinoy.org
share ko lang sa mga kabigan ko dito sa blogger

BEST EXPLANATION EVER!

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and
suffering that I have seen:

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard
trimmed.

As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.


They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:

"I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go
out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.

Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?

Would there be abandoned children?

If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.

I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these
things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he
didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with
long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and
unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again
and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber.

"I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and
untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not
come to me."

"Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES
exist!

That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to
Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

Cardiomyopathy

dahil sa pinapahanap skin ng isang kaibigan...
ipopost ko ito dito para patunayang niresearch ko nga...
para sa kaalaman ng iba...
may nararamdaman ako...
mahina kasi ang puso ko...
nuon pa...
lalo na pag may mga emotional stress na nagaganap sa akin...
at sabi ng kaibigan ko...
baka mangyare daw sa akin ito...
CARDIOMYOPATHY AKA Broken Heart Syndrome...
eto ang nahanap ko sa internet tungkol sa sakit na yan...


Shocking news, such as learning of the unexpected death of a loved one, has been known to cause catastrophic events, such as a heart attack.

Now, researchers at Johns Hopkins have discovered that sudden emotional stress can also result in severe but reversible heart muscle weakness that mimics a classic heart attack. Patients with this condition, called stress cardiomyopathy but known colloquially as “broken heart” syndrome, are often misdiagnosed with a massive heart attack when, indeed, they have suffered from a days-long surge in adrenalin (epinephrine) and other stress hormones that temporarily “stun” the heart.



sabi ng kaibigan ko...
mag-ingat daw ako...
delikado ang lagay ko dahil mahina nga ang puso ko...

regards to ate joice for the info...
salamat sa concern...

losing control of myself

eto ako ngaun nasa Advertising Congress...
nananahimik...
kanina pa blangko ang utak...
share ko lang sa inyu...
alam niyo ba nung isang araw...
pumutok ugat...
what I mean is...
sa tagal ng pagwalang imik ko...
sumabog ako...
lumabas ang galit...
at hulaan niyo kung kanino ako nakipag-away...
kay you-know-who-she-is
grabe...
talagang sigawan...
hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ako umabot sa ganun...
parang hindi ako yung tao na sumisigaw nun...
nanginig ako sa galit nun...
sobrang laki ng galit ko para sa maliit na bagay lang...

parang lahat ng galit ko gusto ko ng ibuhos nung mga oras na yun...
unconsciously gusto makawala ng galit sa katawan ko...
parang lahat ng galit ko gusto ko ng ilabas...
parang sa sobrang laki ng galit ko...
kayang kaya kainin ng galit ko buong mundo...

sabi ng isang kaibigan ko...
para na daw hindi tao sa laki ng galit ko sa mundo...
sabi pa niya kung Super Saiyan daw ako...
baka sinira ko na daw yung Earth...
na siguro tama siya...

tulad ngayon nakatingin lang ako sa monitor ng laptop nga isa sa aking kaibigan...
at hindi nakikinig sa congress...
parang gusto ko na namang sumabog...
kaya dito na lang muna ako

openkore update from darkmoon

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onze minutos

onze minutos...
in english eleven minutes...
yan ang title ng libro ni Paulo Coelho na binabasa ko ngaun...
halos lampas na sa kalahati ang nababasa ko sa libro na toh...
at sa tingin ko...
bumabalik na ako sa dating ako...
dating ako...
nung high school pa ako...
a bit childish but mature...
pero but not completely bumalik nko...
may mga kailangan akong alisin sa sarili ko para talagang bumalik sa dating ako...
ang sobrang hilig ko sa chocolates(hindi totoong chocolates, tawagin nlng ntin na chocolates)
medyo nababawasan na nga rin ngayon ang SOBRANG HILIG ko sa chocolates(hindi chocolates ah)
back to the topic...
napakaganda talaga nitong libro na binabasa ko ngayon...
about fighting against my own demons and searching for my real self...
gusto ko na ring abutin mga pangarap ko...
abot kamay na rin eh...
tulad nung shepherd boy sa "The Alchemist"
who in search for his treasure, encounters various difficulties, and these difficulties help him to get what he wants;


pero ang hirap...
life really isn't a one sided coin...
I looked at life as a one-sided coin...
the other side I never looked at is "DESPAIR"
but if I'm going back to my former self...
and if that is what happens; I have already lost her,
I have at least gained a very happy two years of my life...
considering the world is, one happy day is almost a miracle...
buti kami two years...

iba talaga ang nagagawa ng passion for someone...
my own definition of passion according to my experiences...
Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace...
A lot of people are frightened because, when it appears, it demolishes all the old things it finds in its path...
No one wants their life thrown into chaos...
that is why a lot of people keep that threat under control, and are somehow capable of sustaining a house or a structure that is already rotten...
they are the engineers of the superseded...
ehem I mean we are the engineers of the superseded...
now I'm closing again myself to everyone...
tulad nung high school...
better keep my mouth shut...
rather than hurting myself or letting others know how I feel...

but I really miss her right now...
I miss her being near to me...i liked that
so near that I could smell her...i also like that
so near that I could feel her touch...i also like that too
but I realized how much I had been waiting for her...
and I didn't liked that...

but if one day if I'll be there achieved my dreams...
I want you to be by my side...
like the song
:I'll be there someday, and you will be right next to me:

so for now...
babalik nko sa dati...
mnedyo nakakapanibago pero...
ako pa rin...

survival

hmmm...
last week hindi ko akalaing makakasurvive ako sa problema ko...
ayaw ko man...
ang taong tumulong sa akin...
ay yun pang kinasusuklaman ko...
yes...
tama ka...
kilala mo rin siguro siya...
si you-know-who-she-is
ang laki ng itinulong niya sa akin...
ang laki na tuloy ng utang ko sa kanya...
yung taong hindi ko inaasahang tutulong sa akin...
siya pa pala ang may malaking maitutulong sa akin...
pero hindi ibig sabihin nun...
pinapatawad ko na siya sa mga ginawa niya sa akin...
sa mga pasakit na binigay niya sa akin...
pero...
gusto ko sabihin na...
MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT...